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| 12:10am 13/08/2005 |
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i hate goodbyes i hate hellos.
why are the bottoms always the ends and the tops are the middles.
i don't even understand the things that we do.
the summer is ending big chunks of it are over i am sad. |
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| 08:05pm 11/06/2005 |
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it's pretty weird talking to old loves that are still real loves about sleeping in the garden and eating roses and sweaters and relationships and potential summer visits and missing.
i sound so emo when i talk about love but it's actually real feelings, what what!
loneliness is a disease and my life is an island. |
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| 02:09am 08/06/2005 |
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mood:  anxious music: cocorosie
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telling people that are really amazing that you like them and having it result in strange feelings and jokes and saying things like i usually run away from girls and yeah there's definitely attraction but i'm not really all about anything leaves you feeling really weak but trying to be really strong. i guess i should shut the fuck up and feel lucky that this is really the first time this has happened to me, but it's just bumming me out. |
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| 12:07am 01/06/2005 |
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i'm so sad at people who make me feel like dirt.
horses, children, outside, money.
this will be my summer.
solitary. simple. |
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| 11:52pm 02/04/2005 |
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hey i wish it was you here and that it was tuesday night like in this song and that my uterus didn't hurt.
but the raindrops are nice and big and i love that my sister is here.
i think the sleep pockets under my eyes are going to my head and feeling it with bad poison. |
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| 09:30am 15/12/2004 |
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my heart is a black bird that likes to fly.
i sit at home now.
i drink tea and i don't have to think about production of words,
but instead of the care of babes.
i leave for mexico in two weeks,
i miss the boy that i love.
when i drive and i listen to van morrison i think of hampshire,
and i miss the hearts that beat with mine there.
i miss the eyes that are pale but full of life that i'm used to waking up to,
and i hope the pieces of this puzzle are ones that will work.
it's almost christmas now and the songs are playing. |
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| 02:05am 21/08/2004 |
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shit!
why is everything happening to quickly?
england, friends, college, camp for the kids..
time, come back!!!
(i'll be home in a week. call me then and come see me before i go to school!). |
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| 01:06am 15/07/2004 |
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tomorrow morning it's off to england.
i'll miss you, lovely life.
send me emails: rcompton@wildmail.com
bye pretties. |
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| 10:58am 01/07/2004 |
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lately i dream of dinosaurs and bones and people being buried and my ability to control my actions being stolen.
the beach was beautiful, the kids were perfect, and now shit is going crazy. i leave for england in two weeks. crap. |
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| to the sea, the sea of love |
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| 04:20pm 23/06/2004 |
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i want to tell you, how much i love you.
i'm pretty happy lately, but a little frustrated today. it's irritating to think that you didn't realize how beautiful the things in your life were until they are gone, and it's even more troubling to try and gain them back and not be able to.
i think i just miss all the pretty faces and unique minds that have flown through my life.
five years is a long time.
friday i'm going camping at the beach with wild ponies. nothing could be more perfect. |
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| 10:54pm 06/06/2004 |
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mood:  content
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i'm just taking everything moment-by-moment.
i lost six pounds and it's sort of freaking me out because my weight hasn't changed for four years.
everyone seems to be feeling so negatively lately, and it's just making me want to be positive about my life all the more.
i do miss stuff, though. |
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| 11:40pm 21/04/2004 |
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isn't it awesome that i by accident posted a really big picture where you could see my nipple on livejournal for the world to see? did you see that?
it's hot shit, i guess. |
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